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I do not like any form of gossip at all & do not like those whom treat others with disrespect or unkindness. Why do any of you want to treat any of our deviants & our/my club members with rude crude ugly comments. This breaks my heart so much, i do infact love ART & all the artist here on this great website. I live & breath art it is so close to GOD as you can be, think about it long & hard. I do not judge or cast the first stone, please walk a mile in someones shoes, than walk another mile before you what to judge whom these great artist are.
I use to be treated by some DA's with so much disrespect when i first came to this great website, yes i'm a human being & so are other deviants. For those whom keep being like that and want to block those of us whom having been there for you when you called use friend. For shame on you all, i say to you & rethink how you hurt others. What is wrong with you when all we wanted to do was love, care, worry, be a moral support & valued your friendship.
I am going to leave DA for 3 months to 1 year because i refuse to play you silly stupid games!!!. I'm not closing this account here!!!.
Grow up & be a man or woman (boy or girl) for the love of GOD or whatever you believe to be true. This is a great community & i do infact love it so very much, it made me want to live forever more. So this truly is killing my heart more than you know. I shall only cross my fingers like this that those of you & you know whom you are, will ask those to please try to forgive or even understand us more. I know that i am a very forgiving lady & have been very blessed to be here.
I will infact only answer my notes, messages, & all my clubs & also my private club members, those of you whom know the kind of lady that i am & refuse to give up on my true loving friends & also the human race. I have always been the first person to ask you all to forgive me for not answering you all sooner or if ever i hurt your feelings in anyway whatsoever. There is no shame in admitting that you or i am wrong for the the things we do. Please just try it, to say your sorry to those you all have hurt here. It really is a good feeling to ask someone to forgive you. If you could not help yourself for being rude, crude, & saying ugly things to our great artist & deviants, just let them know it. I'm sure they all would understand it, i know i would.
I do give you my word & promise i will answer my most loving family & friends here on DA. I will promise to keep up with my private club at all times or those whom value friendship.
I wish all of my friends & great artist all the best in the art world & beyond.
I will leave now with a very heavy heart
Oh just great as i previewed this i see there are some bugs with all the clubs i'm in, so please just look at my other journal for now until i correct this big fat bug
EDIT:
What is wrong with all you people & why are you being so very unkind to us. One more person whom yells at me i will not speak to you, where do you come off doing that to us, you show a true lack of disrespect to yourself, to our clubs, to deviantART, to the great artist, to your family, to your friends, & to me. Do you not see how much you hurt others when you tell us off. Plus what the H**l is the point of this. Please try to be so much kinder to others. I have a great private club & i promise i will answer my greatest true loving friends, your more like family. It's so amazing until now i have not heard from so many of you, i say why & you say why not. It's such a true fact that this website did want me to live forever more & it did infact save my life from a faith worse than death!!!.
For those whom know what they did wrong & you know whom you are. PLEASE REWIND & BE KIND, try your hardest to just do it. Try much more to give & be more respectful to us all, but most of all to yourself.
I would love any of my true friends to give me even 3 to 7 reasons why anybody like me should stay here. It's a true fact that i do love & adore art & this is killing my heart people. I know that some of you can not understand all of this. I do promise this is really hurting my heart right now. I refuse to have anybody or anyone hurt my very private club, which is so very close to my heart!!!.
I feel so very sad to leave here, i wish you all knew how very heavy my heart does feel at this point

EDIT: Apr, o4-11-2008-friday, @ 7:00 PM
Thank you all for your loving support, comments, & friendship thus far. I will not leave this great website!. Because of all whom had a voice & the support that you gave to all the artist here. So H**L No I Won't Go!!! My work here is not done here yet. I'm here for the long run!!!. I want to thank all of my great friends for not giving up on devaintART & myself. Lets keep fighting people and we do have a voice, choice, & to stay here to get our respect and also give it

CLUBS

Oh great bugs again , please see my other journal for my clubs.
EDIT: My clubs are back, it was a deviantART APRIL FOOL's DAY joke
My Private Club: "The SUB CLUB". I'm the FOUNDER/CEO and it's by invitation only. Our club members will not talk about our club to none club members.

SPECIAL FRIENDS:


My Friends:
... More to come later!